Jennifer (30 / Ms. ), Spanish, Unemployed living in USA looking for Au Pair job in USA for 6-24 Months

Greetings my dear, welcome to my profile.
I'm sure you've come across a lot of people with different qualities, who may or may not lie to them, I totally understand, but even so, I'd like you to take a little time to read what I have to tell you, if possible. I would like it to be taken into account that my current situation is not easy and that getting ahead has cost me many years of suffering, in fact writing this is also costing me, but I know that if I don't do it now I will never do it . I hope to find a family that can be a truly familiar environment and to be able to spend a lot of time together, helping with whatever is necessary, I have no problems with pets, in fact, if there are any, I would very sincerely like to be able to give them all my love and support also because they Animals are part of the family, although it is true that some people do not consider it as such, I prefer to be honest about it.
I wouldn't have much more to say, I hope someone can contact me, thanks for reading. I am an independent person, I have always used to live alone and keep to myself within some rules, I love to be doing things, whether it is working at home or going out to do errands, I have to spend most of the time in be doing something, because right now I can't just sit there and watch what's to come. I don't have much to say about my family, I have had to live in a family where my parents care more about an animal than their own daughter, I don't have any type of right in this house, what I really have as a family because it's from blood, but I do not consider it family, much less united, I have never received support of any kind. What I would look for would be what a normal family is, I'm just looking to feel at least as a person. Really the website has been recommended to me by some acquaintances, and I would like to see if here I can really find the power to have a normal life, nothing more. know that aspiring to something permanent is relatively impossible, but I do want to aspire to something that lasts for some time, in which I can stabilize myself both financially and mentally, and above all know how to be treated like a normal person. About the families that are here, it would be disrespectful to have an idea of them, I just hope they are good people and we can live together in a friendly way. The country of destination, as I put in my profile, I would like it to be the United States, life is relatively the closest to Spain, both in laws and in lifestyle, but there is the factor that the United States has a system and quality of life much better than Spain is to find work in the future and be able to really become independent, if I'm wrong, please correct me, I don't want to give a bad impression.